i'm changing my name and starting new. 

yesterday turned out to be amazing.
i hung out with Nick until about 6:30
went to my grandparents house at like 7:30
left there around 9:30--  came home for about 10mins
then left and hung out with Ellen & Dave at the space :)
after i got home i got online for a little bit and talked to my cousin
i can not wait to see her--- 
shes visiting this summer and hopefully we'll be able to take a
road trip to florida. 
cant freaking wait!
awesome times!!   ......to bad i have to work all week now
and my next day off will be......... SATURDAY   *sigh*
somethings got to change...  and soon.
xoxo

Well...  i'm feeling 100x's better than what i was yesterday.
So today should be a good day. 
No work what so ever--  i'm pretty happy about that.
I'm going to my grandparents later to celebrate my dads birthday...
I haven't seen any of them since before Hawaii..  a while before Hawaii..
Anyway, i'm going to shower and get myself moving.
I told Nick i'd call him within the next hour to hang out and its already been like 20 minutes.
xoxo

now that everyone knows who i am....

i can write in this thing without any worries.

i'm still feeling really sick...  the past couple days have been rough.
working 2 jobs and feeling like crap, i dont wish it upon anyone.
3 kids today threw up.  2 were toddlers and 1 of our preschoolers.
everyone is getting sick :(   including myself..  its not fun.

jason randomly showed up at my house last night.....
i wasn't to thrilled, but he did make me smile.
its nice to know that someone cares when your feeling sick. 
he brought me a rose, dayquil, and popsicles.
i told him to keep the popsicles and that him and i can hang out and eat them together.
i think him and i have some talking to do anyway.
he needs to get past this and realize that i dont want to be with him and hopefully by sitting down and talking with him about everything it'll help somewhat?   we'll see...

anyway, i'm going to lay down :\

to be honest, you guys are getting yourselves worked up over nothing.
there isn't anything going on between Johnathon and I either and there never was. i dont know why you waste your time on this?

thats all.